The battle for the mind??!!??

I’ve always admired d mind.. it has fascinated me ‘n it still awes how it defies understanding ‘n is beyond contemporary logic… i’ve always felt d mind bein controlled by 2 forces….d good ‘n d bad..each vying 4 control over dis wunnerful instrument……which might change d world….. well..it has changed d world so much till now….the dark side…..d bright side…. d conflict between d 2 sides can never b resolved 4 d good side represents d ideals ‘n beliefs dat we’ve come 2 have over allllll these millenia of existence ‘n d bad side represents d part of d animal dat’s still left in us….even tho v try our best 2 act like v’re friggin civilized….. wen a beggar comes up 2 ya ‘n asks ya alms….. tell ‘im 2 fuck off….tell him 2 fuck off….tell him to fuck off……. wen u see some1 fall down…… laugh like hell….. make fun…… dont give a damn….. wen someon1 offends ya….. beat the shit outta him….. trash d bastard…. destroy him…… but there’re better ways 2 handle things….. give d poor fellow some alms ‘n feel happy as ya watch d thankful smile on his face…… lift him up ‘n bask in d warmth of a grateful ‘thank u’…… 4give d sucker ‘n maybe get a new frnd…….. so, lettin ur good side do d work results in happiness, love and all such stuff… but lettin ur good side take complete control can b quite borin…. imagine urself in an absolutely borin class…. ur good side tells ya 2 shut d fuck up ‘n listen…ur bad side tells ya to disturb someone, d cls, do anythin 2 shake off d boredom….. durin moments like ths, i feel its ok 2 let the wilder side take control (i usually let it 😉 ) ‘n have real good fun…. The trick is 2 never let one side take complete control all d time…alternatin between d good ‘n d bad as ‘n when necessary…..d decision is alwys urs….decidin 2 which side 2 reliquish control 2…. i guess ths is better compared 2 u bein d judge…. both sides presenting d arguments ‘n u finally decide wat’s right.. Tho i’d advise lettin ur good side be in control 4 most of d time….. it’s not wrong 2 let ur wilder side lead ya into some fun….as long no one takes any real damage frm wat u do….. AFter all.. u got only one life…one chance…. u cant live it again… 😉

The beginning of the beginning…….

I never thot i’d b a blogger….. but…oh well….times change….people change…. bt never thot i’d change…. nywy… guess i did…… there’re times wen u feel da need 2 xpress urself… freely….. with absolutely no hindrance 2 ur flow of thots… A diary ain’t good…. its fuckin tiresome takin a stupid pen…writin it all down….only 2 lose it sometime… naw….an online diary aint much good either…….. there’re so many of these bastardly virii around tat ya never know wen u’re gonna get hit…. Shit….. my system jus crashed 2 days ago… ‘n I’m writin this in Linux.. listenin to Savage Garden….. :/ aww…well……. ws jus readin a book..”Introduction to Logic”…. all this stuff abt premises, conclusions, arguments…. o god.. this really blows my mind.. but i still gotta read it….like this sorta stuff… so after goin’ thru all these premises conclusions…arguments….i’ve decided 2 finally blog… somewhere wat u say….wat u feel…wat u write sittin in a corner of da world….is preserved 4 posterity……lol…jus kiddin….